Open your mind to mind the others feelings.

Assalamualaikum and a very good day to readers. 

One kind of topic that quite a challenge to be discussed on yet compulsory to be taken as an important issue. I really like and tend to write about the things that usually occur among the society so it may be something typical and easily understand. Its like every single person that jumped into the articles here would somehow can relate themselves along while reading. Really I'm such an observant.

Annoyed

Frankly, to make everybody clear, I really dislike judgement. Well, I meant by simple judgement, made just with a quick glimpse or glance, which afterward the pesky feeling will come along within the 'judges' toward certain group of people or individual being as they acted differently and sometimes the combo includes some rude expression. For sure, this kind of situation have no exception to happen within any type of community.

I recently got a story from a female friend, she was sounded like frustrated, and dissapointed to those kind of people. She was kind of outspoken type of person, always letting her thought being spurted out no matter what the others may think or having some sceptical perception while she herself being cynical out loud. One day, some group of junior run pass her and just seemed like ignored her presence. Well, somehow its kind of obvious and offensive and according to her, she's being treated like that just because of her hijab was not big enough as theirs. Afterwards, she got the best of them by these words, "Well, your purity might be shown off by your appearance but in the way of being sceptical and rude to the other that may have slight differences apart of yours, how much of purity of the real of you really have instead of the outfits?". The day after the incident, the came by themselves and made an apologize.

Immaturity

Its really hard to deal with shallow-minded person. For me, those people who only appreciate their own perceptions that being made only by raw observation was immature because they're lacking of the skill in being analitical and thorough. Plus, they may barely took experiences as their indirect lesson of life neither taking some effort to recall and relate them with current situations. The sensitivity perhaps there but always reserved for their own sake.

Its really  sounds like retard because they were. They were being immature in taking their own thoughts into account in certain situation especially when the involvement of somebody else, when at the same time their own presence was inevitable e.g. group project. The satisfactory may appear as they became uneasy with the unpleasant act by the certain member they annoyed on by responding with some unpleasant act too. Most preferred way, get them offended back as much or worse as they had, even it was unintentionally done due to some reasons which less preferred to be ask why it have been so.

Easy enough

People less care about problems when they lived happy and hardly face some as everything seem going well and smooth. When the other got the best of them, and struggled to the fullest capacity and may seem unorganized due to the aftermath, in order to get everything settled down. Another shallow thought that totally never ever should crossed in your mind is comparing the certain person ability to handle certain problem with their own capability, and obviously, its really unfair as numerous factors that should be put into account for supporting the thought are totally being ignored. It will never be the same thoughts when the truth are being known.

These writing might crowded with ideas and descriptions which negatively described, yet those were the reality. Typical and mediocre. I purposely pointed out them just exactly the way they were so you could value them yourself instead of telling the wrong along with the right thing to do or solutions. This typical world typically had typical problem among the society, so typical solution and approach should be worked on. We know what we prefer, and counterwise. Be brilliant in socialize instead of letting the flow goes by and everything will turn well only by the influences by the others. Do not ever forget that we are also part of the system.

Verily.

Emendation of the Script of Life

Salam alaikum, how are you?

We live every day so far. Every single day was a sign of God still want to have us living to the fullest for Him. Yet, we're only a human. Created by Him with specialities and perfectness, but still impaired somewhere somehow. Something that we could not defy or deny and inevitable. This weakness that we born with, and compel us to live with. Including living as the part of society, full of judgement.

Here's story that I willing to share, occurred once among friends related to what I willing to deliver this time.
"One day, student A, student B, student C and student D have planned to work their assignment together since the dateline is around the corner.
After class, they split up for change, and agreed to meet up again in student B's room. Student A had prepared for the discussion, then he checked to Student B's room, and realized that Student C and Student D still in their way. He decided to return to his room, which is nearby, to settle up something while waiting for the two guys to show up, and for that he acknowledged Student B to notify him if the guys is around.

But then, he've been too tired so he fell asleep in the middle of his errand. Somehow he woke up after a moment and remembered that he supposed to be in the middle of the discussion that time with the other. He rushed to Student B's room. He found out that three of them had started without him. Sadly, Student B was not giving a good greet for Student A's presence. Student A somehow felt humiliated in front of the other two guys walked away. As stoned-hearted kind of person, Student A only thinking of clearing the mess after Student B go for him.

The point is, Student B have doing a mistake for having bad thought about Student A's timing, made him felt that he being underestimated, without any question. The challenge is for Student B to correct the things up, as he gotten some kind of friend who is really taking anything about feeling very seriously.

The challenge was really a challenge. Its about to correct things up, which varies with the situations, persons and perceptions. Yes, this is the way of testifying how strong friendship being built, and how mature they would resolve the problem that involving communication skills, even worse with the one who we expect to see everyday.




No matter how big the problem, how hard the situation had occurred, just make up this in your mind: humans done mistakes. Be professional, think about the goodness that you've been together before the fuss bugging up your relationship. Take a good glimpse about the past for being with the friend. Imagine how our the rest for your life will becoming without the warm feeling of having each others laughter, jokes and friendly quarrel, which suddenly threatened by the unnecessary acts to show off the hatred.

The things will never be back to its places, as long both of the sides won't take part and playing their respective roles. Ego, intimidation and constantly having cynical thought, always thinking that you are the good side, believe me, those will put the situation far from the solution unless bring closer those catastrophe consequences.

The best thing to do, be the philanthropist yet realistic. Don't expect others to start. Think about the most relevant and effective act to work on. Have the good intention and hope to put everything back on, and always pray for the best thing will come around in any circumstances.

The best is yet to come. And you have the options.

Verily.

P.s: I am probably not the right person to speak out, but these was something I think worth to share based on my very own perspective.

Deception

Salam alaykum wbt.. Good day.

In order to have better things to be happened totally within our need and desire, we lie. Most of us had experienced these during the childhood, keep silent for the broken vase, let the examination paper stay under the bed, and put the guilty for the spill on somebody else. That's the way child do to avoid parental act, punishment to be exact. Childish huh?

I love to write something meaningful, contented Stuff. Truly I'm such an observant. And indeed, I found out that this dirty wicked act doesn't happened only about the underage society. Yet, the other who really used to this done unimaginably worse deception.

I will never point out who, which and what is about because its now become too general. Our society really, I rather said here, live in something that being made up to cover up the unpleasant truth. Yes, the worst thing that could happened is happening just right under your nose. Poor for some of us, they were easily blinded.

Yes, they had agenda. To let things happend just the way it ought to no matter the circumstances. Sometimes, they consider many things earlier, having detailed plan, arrange everything so they will have them in the places perfectly before it get occured perfectly. The most crucial part, having back up to cover up those if any worst case scenario would come across in unanticipated shocking way.

Another type of deceit act occur in the moment of desperation. Nothing but to distract public attention toward some delusions.

Power, desireness, desperation lead to the deception. People will do unexpected thing to ensure other people's perceptions will never be the threatening one, yet convincing. Put them in a secure position.

One major thing I dislike about the act is when it consider others right and life. When it comes into those, the consequences would be tremendously awful. They will never care about any bad things that usually come along as long the benefits roll over for them. Israel is most exact and global example.

In Islam, deception is considered to be one of the worst thing to do to let yourself possessed by sins. The Prophet sayings mentioned about this, as one of the characters of the munafeek (hypocrite).

I'm really sick of those people which really get used in decieving, stay put in their pathetic manner by putting a lie on top of another lie to cover up the previous one. When it reached a certain limit, when everything's no longer working and the deception itself finally tells the truth, those people still on their position, doing pretty
much terrible things to do by commiting slender.

Well, these were the act of people who say that the satisfaction do come from themselves, by playing hard to get. Selfish and ungrateful kind. Ain't they worst than a child?

Verily.

Little Paradigm

Salam alaykum wbt.. What a nice day we having today.

I may continue the writing without even care that I've left the blogging world quite a while (it's been really a while) with something interesting to be story on yet enjoyable. Well, I already planned to do so though so far any of my entry seemed tedious, long and non-productive.

Although, really, that while I've being through gives the chances for me to think deeply, vigilantly and critical about blogging or in other word, expressing my very fresh thoughts to be seen and inevitably, to be judged by the readers (they who have the interest).

For becoming a good columnist (for myself, in my own blog) several things should I take into my concern before letting my fingers run rythmically on the keyboard and eventually hit the publish button.

It's non of myself that really have the enthusiasm to yell to the others about myself, my personal life, my activities in a very detailed way, nor updating my current expression, mood and whatsoever. So, I'll let my piece of writing to be least personal and general.

Taking into consideration, I'll always like to mention something really significant out of the least important one.

Maybe it's going to be factual and straight.

Not a bogus piece, yet all from my very own ideas.

I ever though once, I'll never be a good blogger, and consequently, assuming that I'm not the one who have the talent in writing. At the same corner, a thought that compells me to do this always saying: It's worth trying than nothing.

Some good reasons came afterwards, as I ought to do something to enhance the better usage of it by practicing by myself due to lack of exposure in my institute academically.

Verily.

Reduce, Reuse and Recycle

Salam warahmatullah to all my dearest reader. I always saying this as I am starting a post: how pity my blog had been, being abandoned since so long. (I'm SORRY)

Now, I am back for a new thought(s). It came across my mind to write something here recently, actually as I've no idea what to look forward for my English II Paper tomorrow (4th March 2011). Then I decided to use my blog as an applicant for my skills in writing English. Okay-okay, I would like to write about 3R, Reduce, Reuse, Recycle. This well-known quote practically been used for Green Earth Campaign, Recycling Campaign and many other campaigns which hoping that the deterioration of human consciousness about the environment can be upraised back. Actually, I saw something else behind the quote, new way of implementation of good things in our lives.

Reduce

For some context we can focus 'reduce' by reducing the usage of something which could lead to harm. For example in 3R campaign, plastic is the main issue. Cut the usage of plastic bags, plastic wrappings and many plastics, plastics and plastics from involving our daily activities, (especially for groceries) to retreat the environment from this hardly biodegrade stuff that always continue to pollute. Well, do you see something here? Reducing something could reduce something else. Okay, of course in order to lessen something lead to harm, apart from just stay do nothing as it doesn't make any changes in your life. It’s such a self-oriented thinking.

Implementation of plastics in our live here was about the properties of plastics itself towards the environment. Yeah, of course plastics don't do any hurts towards human (unless the plastics been given to your kids/younger brother or sister as a toy) but it created a slow but deep impact toward the Earth. 

We had Iman (faith) which was the environment that provides the place for living. Plastics were negative influences (sins, debauch stuff) that keep ruining the faith which put our life on the right path, from going distantly. We do feel pleasure, happy, and delightful with plastics but think, how about the environment?  As the environment polluted, then we could see clearly, physically (the behavior) the changes. Well, as I mentioned before, cut or reduce the usage of plastics to preserve your environment. Too many jargon here, so frankly speaking, preserve your iman for any sinful act, or at least control yourself by reduce the frequency of the doings. Believe in yourself, and vitally, believe in Allah, the One who had created you. Reduce here obviously bring something good to your life to prevent any destructive circumstances. You can make the change.

Reuse

Focusing in 3R concepts, well there, means by make something that had been used, to be used by for another purpose. Yeah, typical example, creating a lovely and simple flower vase from plastic bottle. Economically beneficial, in addition. Furthermore, we could transform the bottle into a vase based on our own well-build-creative thinking. 

Bottle, vase. Knowledge and implementation (reuse).  Maybe these will look a slight different from the concept of reuse but I'll try to make the idea actually doesn't have that difference. ‘Ilm (knowledge) was a prior thing to be looked or searched in a Muslim's life. Without any doubt also, knowledge was everything. It could lead to anything. You can call it anything, study, educate, learn, follow, etc. 

Why study? Why should you know this? Why you should know that? The answer was simple. To be use. Be an applicator and implementer. No such knowledge that was useless. It only comes out whether being implemented rightfully or in the other way around. Nowadays, we’re living in a brand new (I supposed) environment or trend: exam oriented (well, I’m narrowing the scope for students/scholars). Study for exam. For good credits, marks, and points considered study ONLY for exam. This couldn’t be right in certain way, certainly. Next scope, for Islamic Studies students, yes, they hold bigger responsibility to reuse everything they had absorbed in the class in the daily life, for role modeling themselves in the center of the society. And yes, you won't simply be a simplistic person to do these. Strength should be gained to make these a reality.

In addition, we're not alone in the path of fulfilling our nature requirement for living as a servant which pleasured by the God, Allah. As we're not alone, sharing is vital. Reuse your knowledge by sharing with friends and fellows. Don’t make it only beneficial towards yourself; for instance, use it  for others good instead. In the same moment you could contribute something useful as a friend.

Recycle

Transform into something new but in different patterns. I’m recently managed to set up a ‘Recycle’ in a program here, so I came out with an idea of putting a video of consciousness about recycle. I found out a video from YouTube™, showed a new way to recycle typical ordinary plastic bags: transform it into a hard pole for building frame in Kenya. Creative isn’t it? Make something used into something that was more beneficial. Saying that those were rubbish wasn’t a productive thinking.

Now here what I am trying to deliver was something that we could reflect in ourselves. Certainly, we couldn’t recycle any part of our limbs, or organs (if that was in your mind, no). We recycle by review, glance or revalue the quality of our humane quality. For sure both aspect should be considered, habl min Allah and habl min nas (link with Allah and other people), to be the most preferable human capital. Well, reflecting the self wasn’t that easy. We got ego, and ego plays its role to boast up the self, make the feeling of perfectness creep up inside ourselves. Consequently, lack of ‘recycle’ make the heart stoned and let the ego throne up. 

Conclusion

3R not only about the environment, Earth or sustaining our place to live, it also could be implemented by ourselves for being a better person. Aslih nafsak (improvise yourself) with this simple formula, 3R, Reuse, Reduce and Recycle. 

Some mumble or thought by you may be expressed if you had confusion on these. Okay, simple, these were my ideas and views. You could express yours below, practice sharing, then we could discuss together. 

Credit to: Wan Ahmad Furqan for be the early bird reader of this post. =)

9 Lives

1. Here we go again. Book overview.

2. This time I am about to type about 9 Nyawa (9 Lives) by Ramlee Awang Mursyid, No. 1 thriller novelist in Malaysia.

3. I've done reading this book for 3 days as at the same time I got classes and some revision on Maths.

4. First of all, for me this novel provide something which you could get it on your television screen. Drama based plot. Not less, the novelist often use flash back method in his writing on this one.

5. It's a typical dramatic kind of novel. Not mine I supposed.

6. Overall, for me it doesn't dissapointing but typical.

P/s: Cats wasn't the main role here.

Leadership

1. Leader came form the word 'lead' which could be meant by plumbum, pencil carbon or heading some group. The one that I want to highlight here is, to head a certain organization. yeah, leader. Or a head (not the organ).

2. Being a leader was not as easy as it sounds, nor as a piece of strawberry shortcake.

3. It compiled all the hardly-to-maintain characteristics such as responsibility, strength, inner or outer, the spirit, willingness, dedicate and stand.

4. For me, leadership depends on talent and training. If somebody who doesn't have any talent in leadership, how could he lead his group? And if he doesn't make through any training session for leadership, how could he knows the way of leading? For anybody had the talent, it's just an advantages for them, as they was gifted on their own interest. So, for me, for having talent, ones should have interest.

5. Since I was a prefect someday back, I learned by myself the way of leading. By observing the surrounding, the orders asked by the teachers, according to the books and not less, guidance that had been shared by my friends.

6. Then, when it turned into something even bigger, like being a committee of a program and in addition, being the leader of your group where you should take care all the stuff happen around you as long as the program being held, was something experiencing though.

7. Something challenging should occurs as long as you be called as leader. As your action being justified, hard critics even unpleasant feedback of majority decision be made by the minorities would be pointed to the leader.

8. A leader also should be strong in psychologically, as he would face those obstacles by himself alone usually without giving up, resign and let the downpour from your eyes. No, no, no. If you had these symptoms, you're not well-build leader.

9. Well, leader means risk. There were so many risk that one had to face on behalving his team.Unavoidable for sure. All had mentioned above.

10. Let me share some of my current experience for being a leader. As the monitor of my group, my so far I didn't had any bad situation, if I got one, it seems not hard to be handled. Yea, I supposed all of the members were easily accept me as their representative. Some problem occurred as one or two of us rather made their own decision and more preferable than the majority, so I couldn't do anything other than convincing them. After then, it's all up to them.

11. On the other hand, a friend of mine facing difficult times by having the post as a leader. The others seemed kept themselves away from holding the responsibilities. And the worst, as he elected, he had been bullied indirectly and even be blamed by not being a good leader if he done any mistakes unpurposely.

12. Even though these time was a quite a long post, perhaps it's the one which worth to be read. At least you know the way of my mind think about leadership.

P/S: The best way be a good leader, in my vision, is always be ready to sacrifice most of your things for your group (I didn't meant by being badly humble)  and consider each of your members' opinions in certain circumstances which need brainstorming.

Live Your Life.

Staying

1. Staying in the dormitory area at the moment where the others doesn't around was something new to me.

2. Quite, silent and sometimes seemed spooky well almost everybody went home. Even APIDS' themselves.

3. Ouh, anyways, why I'm staying? Because I'm APIDS' kids of course.

4. Well, as I told before we needed to sit for next 2 paper, Maths subjects for the next two weeks.

5. For the times in between, we only got several classes, and 3-full-day classes with lecturer from PASUM. Approximately, 3 days only, in total, 6 days of classes.

 6. So, the point is, what should we do on these leisure times?

7. Doing math of course. Am not that clever to let myself enjoy the ample moment by doing nothing for the next 2 papers.

P/S: Frankly, I like this silent condition. Tranquilling.

Waterfall

1. Perhaps you will be thinking about my sorrow, or I'm having a sad moment when glancing at the title above. No actually.

2. Indeed, I got my firsit-time-in-my-life experience at the REAL waterfall!

3. Jeram Linang, located almost 50KM from the varsity, and our group of 11 students managed to rent two Kancil cars to trip there. On mine, we got 5 students, Farid, Ariff, Asqal, Zulkifli and myself of course, where the other one consisted Lutfi, Fakhrul Islam, Furqan, Ghazali, Anas, and Haikal. Congested one.

4. While we having the happy on-the-way journey, a couple of policemen jumped into us. Unexpectedly.  He had condemned about Lutfi, the driver of the first car as he's forgotten to fasten his seatbelt. Okey, thank God they was not really mind about it, just gave off some advices. And let us free. But I realized something. No 'P' sticker at the back of ours. No... they didn't realized it. Haha.

5. The journey continued for about a hour and a half, approximately, real enthusiasm and finally, we've arrived.

6. Amazed, stunted, confused. There were so many pool of waterfall there, just needed to be wise to select the right one as it should be not too deep. Vitally. 

7. Here I've enclosed some photograph of the occasion. Don't be jealous.

8. Cool, huh? 

1. Actually got least idea for my writing on this blog. That's why I tended to left this blog without any update post for a long time.

2. Well, as if ideas running and spinning on my mind, I had this kind of voice keep echoing in my ears, "Well, if I type down these, it will going to be as long as a novel. And you got no time to spurt all the thought out."

3. Now, I got some times, for blogging again as my final exam was ended. Not really actually. I am going to sit for 2 paper more, Algebra and Geometry, and Calculus. For the next 2 weeks!

4. As both of subjects have extra weeks for classes, I needed to be here, in my beloved University, to attend those classes during the others' holidays.

5. Never mind, it doesn't matter at all for me. Better for me for being here. I supposed. As me and my others classmates got so many time to spend, we managed to plan some activities to do. here we go, Kelantan!

6. Just some hours ago, we went trekking into the villages, having approximately 3-4 hours of walk, enjoying the panorama of country-side view, and also chatting with the villagers. Syakur was being too friendly until he's nearly forgot he's in Kelantan, not Perak.

7. Those fruits hanging on the branches was killing me. Really temptating. Rambutan, Dokong, mangosteen, water apple (jambu air), and a thing (I don't know to call it fruit or what) Beko, sword-like shaped.

8. At last, Anas and I managed to buy 2 kilos of Dokong at the way back to the varsity.

9. Overall, this activitiy, which had been managed by our seniors who could be called as our facilitator or mentor, whatever, made this simple but quite tiring activitiy seemed fun. Really. We enjoyed it.

10. Next day, planned to have time at waterfall. sounds great, huh?

Regards,
Sydanny~

Really miss this blog!!

Since I got into some occasions which needed my help so badly, I had left this poor blog behind unmanaged. Really excited to start blogging again. Here comes the new style of mine in blogging. ;)

Just like that.

Yeah, as well as I'm a college student apparently, so I have to face a brand-new environment, atmosphere as well as the community. So, I need to adapt as quick as I could since been registered to this well-known-university (actually, the university only, not the campus).

So then, the atmosphere was not bad. Same as in the most beloved educational institution that I ever been, yeah, KISAS of course. In Arabic, we called it bi'ah and of course I'm talking about the positive one, which was bi'ah solehah. As I ever been or experienced this kind of situation or in other word, this kind of environment, then I've easily adapting myself with this institution.

As I've been here since more or less than a month ago, I got many friends. Well, being friendly and having some specialty was worthed. Started when I've going through some program which we've been divided into groups, some bonds created instantly among us. Then after we've also being divided again into 10 groups of students (more to classes), again we've being apart as each of us was transferred to different group. Since then also, some bonds also formed, more closer among the members of the group. But the friendship that had been created before could not vanished just like that, we still like before, having time together as same member of the Batch of Semester 1 2010/2011. Most of them was transferred to non-science classes. Okay, stop right here, I'm babling right here. It's not the point okay. I've mentioned about these before.

I just want to share some experiences, events, my doing here with others by figures, yeah, photos of course. Here was some.

Bulughul Maram ( بلوغ المرام) lecture. Bulughul Maram was a fiqh's kitab  which been used in this lecture. Some topic that will be discussed in this lecture so far was, ablution, and menstruation in women.

 Prof. Madya Muhiden having his speech.

These was the kitab I've mentioned above, Bulughul Maram.

The atmosphere during the lecture. (It's the camera, not haze)

Just in time snap. 

Real concentrate. (or dizzy? Hehe.)

This lecture was so fun as Prof. Madya Dr. Muhiden always made his lecture implicit with the sense of humor. Furthermore, everybody just need to text him for any inquiries, or problem to be asked, an he will spend the last half an hour of the lecture for answering those questions which congesting his mobile inbox.

Classes/Tutorial. Which same goes as class in school, but a little bit different as we had to move from one place  to another in order to attend a class. Hogwards'-like in simple explanation.

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  Having a snap of picture on the bridge between the blocks.

Having a phone call during the class. How improper doing. Don't copy.

 My Arabic Lecturer. Ustaz Norhazrul. (he's ex-KIK... huhu)

Some discussion being held.

It's not that important having this picture here right? I'll move it some day.

 Me myself have no idea why I got that expression.

I got 7 type of subjects in this semester which was Arabic Language, Usus Aqidah, Sirah Nabawiyah, Kalkulus, Algebra & Geometry, English Language and.... Nationality.

Hanging out. Some places we've been invaded for hanging out purpose. Hehe.

Library, place that can freeze your body inside out. 

Fakhrul's room. Chatting.

When laptop meets some guys.

Having some work. (or Facebooking?)

Visitor who having a boring night joined the club.

Our snack, Nutella spread with Gardenia. Yum!

Most of these pictures was taken by Fakhrul Islam's mobile's camera. Not bad in quality isn't it? Satisfiying. Alright then, some figures about my life in UM Nilam Puri with those bunch of guys had been told here, implicating some picture was more then enough I supposed. InsyaAllah, more pictures to come, just keep update with the blog.

=)

Nilam Puri

23rd of May 2010, I came across the Peninsular of Malaysia, from Perak to Kelantan for attending the registration day in University of Malaya in Nilam Puri, Kelantan. I'm taking Islamic Study with Science course here, which was my second choice in my UPU list when filling up the form online. Actually, I became so down to the Earth after knowing that I'm not pass the qualification for JPA's scholarship for pursuing my study in Biotechnology field overseas. T_T.

Now, here, I'm in Nilam Puri, Kelantan. At my first view, I'm impressed about the look of this well-known university. Don't be shocked because University of Malaya have 13 campuses all around the Malaysia, and one of them was where I'm living now, in Nilam Puri. My perspective about this campus before having time here was: nothing, boring and I might be cannot make myself survive n a fortnight. But then, after more then a fortnight having time here, with new friends, all the thought vanished, abolish and deminished. Haha. This campus really have many similarities to KISAS, my former college. The five uniques and so on... really miss it.

Now, I'm situated in Majmu'ah 10 (tenth class of students here). The classification of students here was divided into 2, Majmu'ah 1 until 8 was Islamic Study students (which taking Syariah, Usuluddin and Islamic Education course, all mixed up) and Majmu'ah 9 and 10 was Islamic Study with Science students was situated. So, I'm in Majmu'ah 10. And the most surprising part, I'm becoming their leader, also guess what, who was my assistant, Siti Fatimah Zahra bt Tube, from 509 2009. Huhu.

So far so good, and I'm started to fall in love with this campus, the studies, lecturers and the environment. The most precious thing was, the bi'ah solehah, which so hard to find in anywhere in any place in the Malaysia especially. Ukhuwwah, even though not as strong as in KISAS, but I bet we could develop the love among us, ukhuwwah fillah abadan abada in the period of one year onward here, insyaAllah.

And for sure too, I'll staying here until the middle of the year of 2011, as I didn't pass again the qualification for JPA scholarship as they gave second chance earlier for second application. Second round of sadness occured for a while then I felt very grateful as I've freed from any dilema anymore. Islamic study was my path now. Not forgotten, Science study always in my heart.

Okay then, that's all for now. I'll tell about my studies next time. Subjects, lecturers and so on. May be some pictures too perhaps.

Salam~

Isolated. Deserted.

That was the title of my final novel (for now), Terasing by Hilal Asyraf. First of most, I got this book from a book showcase in SMV Seri Manjung, the former school of a friend of mine, so do the workplace of my mum. So, when I busy observing books that had been shown there, my eyes stuck on the book, since I've read an article about it in ILuvIslam forum. According to them, this book was great and full of guidance. I managed to bought it, mum's treat, hehe.

At first I expecting something good from this book, same as others who really hoping the best from the writer in their writing. For me, this book didn't disappointing me at all. Really. Full of everything that people do say 'the food of soul', advices, and some verses from the Holy Quran.

I could see something from this master piece, from the author of course which was the eagerness to show the pattern or shape of a family which every musleem suppose to have, or the right word, to create. Why I said this because the author tried to put a figure in the reader's mind how beautiful a family would like as the members followed the guideline as proposed by Islam. Anyhow, even this was not the main theme of the entire story as mentioned in the title.


Let me tell something related to the title. Terasing, story about two friend who making vow to remind each other in each of their prayer. Also, one of them (Zaman), made his best friend (Saifullah) to guide him back to the right path in case he if he get split or being apart from the way that he suppose to be within. Some obstacle happened, as both of them had been lost contact to each other for 11 years, and Saifullah who always remember the promises wondering about the condition of his former best friend. Until one day, he met back Zaman, and obviously, he changed a lot. Now, it was the time for him to fulfill his promise.

Whoa.. hold it right there. I supposed not to tell you further more. Buy it for the real pleasant of reading. It's worth to own, and reasonably price of RM20.00.

I'm looking forward for other book written by Hilal Asyraf, so recommend me some please yeh. (I heard Sinergi was a great piece). For ordering his books online, you may prefer this link. Anyway, Hilal Asyaf was a great author in such kind of Islamic novel. I admired him. His official website, Langit Ilahi.

Confused, tired, huh.

Since JPA postponed the release of the interviewer's results, whether they have the chance to pursue the study under it, made all tensed out. Huh, seriously, I'm tired of waiting.. Gosh, seriously, seriously, seriously.  Really, He put me in a test. Patient. (-_-)~

I've heard that MARA scholarship result also postponed, and said to be released as the time of JPA's. I found out Izzudin stressed out, as I read on his blog just now.. So do Amar Zaim. Poor them. Poor us. T_T.

As back up, I'm preparing for the intake to University of Malaya by filling the forms, getting copy of these and those documents. I also managed to go to the HSM (Seri Manjung Hospital) just now for medical check-up. After paying the check-up fee, RM20.00, I needed to go to x-ray department to get my inner side of my body being snapped by a giant no-at-all-camera-like stuff. I was shocked just now when I'm staring at the x-ray film, I found some pattern. Weird one. Really.

Then, having urine test, negative, negative, negative. I'm not consuming drug anyway. Then, having eye test, and even though I've been aided by spectacles, my left eye still couldn't see properly. Okay, no more budget for new lens as I have already changed both of it almost last week, if I'm not mistaken. I don't have any money more remain, as I cost RM 80.00. Never mind, next time.

I confused now. The time for UM intake was around the corner. The relusts for JPA almost at the day of the intake. Let's time go on, and see.

Inside or Outside.

The agony is back. Since the most agonizing feeling had happened, the day I fetch my SPM result, now I need to face another one. JPA result.

Before this, I've posted an article about my experiences during JPA interview, here, Program Ijazah Luar Negara (PILN) then, I should wait for the result. Whether I get the chance to pursue my pre-U in INTEC for Biotechnology course or otherwise, I don't know yet. They said, third week of May, perhaps 16th-22nd May. Yah, wait.

I also got offer via UPU, when I qualified to pursue my study in Malaya University for Applied Science with Islamic Study. I've mention about this in my post before this, here, at the last paragraph. I should do the registration on 23rd May.. and those preparation don't complete yet, including medical check-up.

So, since JPA result forced me to had this hectic wait, I don't know where will I go yet. Just all I can do is, keep praying hoping the best for my future. InsyaAllah, He knew the best.

Nowadays of My Life.

Since a long time I've never put or post anything for my abandoned beloved blog. Huh. Seriously, bored to the power of infinity while having time at home, made me so-not-in-mood to type anything. Yeah, nothing to do, got no idea. Usual regime, house works. That's all. Online on the net, I think I should put a limit. The electricity bill was killing. Then I managed myself to have some activities. Some of them, yeah, read on.

Gardening. My lawn seemed like an abandoned and haunted with some wild animals made this area as their habitat. Then, fortunately I got tools for cleaning all the mess. The weeds was tonnes! The most annoying part, there were so many stones, gravel, cement fragment, so do bricks fragment. I also managed to kill some centipedes. Not too big, just long, about 2-3 inches. I attached some pics of plants on the lawn. So, my blog would be just colourful. *Whatever.

 Salary weed. My mom planted this. Died few days ago. So hard to have one of this herbaceous plant in our own lawn..

A birdnest. I found it behind the palm of the bananas trees. So cute. I'm not sure as of there any eggs or baby bird inside.

Some pots that I've arranged on the wall. Seemed wired. From left, I-don't-know-what-type-of-tree, center, curry leaves tree and gonna be ginger plant shoot will come of some weeks ahead.

Snapshot of bunches of Hibiscus orange type flowers. (Want some perfect bunch? Come to my house.)

I'm not sure what was this flower named. But in Malay the called Bunga Jarum Tujuh. This one, it was not completely be bloomed.

My beloved snap, cute isn't it? Rose, pink rose. I have just skinny one of the tree, well, we're on the Equator.

That's all from the lawn. Next time I'll put some snap of the lawn. These just the contents of the lawn. 

Next, novel. Reading of course. I managed to finish a novel of Stephen King, from the collection in Four Past Midnight. The Langoliers, not bad. Credit to Ikmal Nazrin who gifted me this novel. Haha. I just want to borrow at first, then, for so long I didn't return it, he just said, keep it. Langoliers was actually a creature that could eat anything, not just eat, but ceasing the existent of the things that be ate by it. The story begin when a group of passengers took a ride on a plane realized that nobody left on the plane, just because they wide awake. The passengers who fall asleep remained there. Then, they faced some situation, where they met the langoliers, noticing a dark hole in the sky and so on. Ask me if you want have a read on it. 

The cover exactly like this. So thick, 744 pages, consisted 4 novels, The Langoliers, Secret Windows, Secret Garden, The Library Policeman, and The Sun Dog. I've managed to finish The Langoliers, and Secret Windows, Secret Garden. For your information, there were 45 lines each page, making the novel so congested and have many words. And small font too.

I also started to stick on the television. For now, two type of series be my favorite, Glee on Starworld and E.R. on Hallmark Channel.

Glee was a bout a teacher in high school, fight for the reorganization of long-time-abandoned club, which was Glee Club. This club was a singing club, which tended to dig singing talents among the students. Really great series. Credit to Fye for introducing me this TV series.

E.R. I think this is a well-known TV series. About a group of doctor which worked everyday non-stop, changing shift and faced so many type of human medical problems in emergency department. Those doctors an nurses was so amazing, terrific. So quick and precise. Some drama inserted as there were some death and fight. Hayyan should watch this. Real chaotic situation exposed, and if you just follow the series, you'll never want to leave it. Credit to Aiman BAsrun for introducing me this TV series.

Anyway, while I as at home, so many letters came. College, diploma, bla, bla, bla. I have a pile of it, save in my locker, and I've no idea what to do with it. Among the letters, I got matriculation, in Perak Matriculation College, and I've denied the offer as I got offer to Malaya University for Applied Science with Islamic Study. I've accept the offer and if God will it, I'm going to Nilampuri for the course. BUT, I'm waiting for JPA scholarship for Biotechnology course. Really hoping for this as this was my first choice. And InsyaAllah, if I got this one, I;m going to pursue my study in USA. I'll tell you more about it in a short time.

Ok. Enough with this. I'll post some other updates next time. Thanks for reading. =)